Quotes from The Difference between Medicine and Poison is the Dose

5/28/08

There's this song from Circa Survive that says: “Did you ever wish you were somebody else?” Well, in my bubbly-spacy-Torrimar-arrival mornings, which I spent most of my time plug to mercedes IV (my ipod) while drinking black coffee, eating ciabatta bread with guava jelly, editing my blog and surfing the web (usually reading funny and ridiculous stuff from Ann Coulter & checking my messages, emails ect.) In that random cloud my mind gets a shaky emotive twist when each tune turns into a label for a period in my life

I feel really amused about how day after day, that mind blowing, straight to the heart, retorical question in Anthony Green's melodic voice drills my head. Do I ever wish to be someone else?  Actually yes, I guess all the time, like when I'm feeling down, that I don't have an exit, sometimes I just want to erase myself from the map. Then I realize that even if I was someone else, something no matter what, would be always wrong, maybe worst than now.

I just need to bring out the best of my persona, I know is not easy the work; but I'm sure that as a human being, is necessary to ask for more, never give up and just keep evolving. Cuase self-experience is each common knowledge, being in a non-endinng learning process and growth from it, is what I want for sure in my life. 

I thinking that I'm way more than a fan from former Saosin frontman's band, cuz' in the same song theres also another great frase that is even more crucial to me than the first mention above. “I can't be honest with even myself” and I wont get deep with this one, because there's nothing to explain, I'm being lying to Rebeca so many times.